Bait and Switch, how i love it :)
Im still unemployed, i had an interview the other day, didn't get the job, kinda sucked, especially since the interview seemed to go so well, im still applying for around 20 jobs a day, but i never get any calls or emails back. Maybe im too specialized, i did spend the last 4 years in the one job, so its like like retailers or sales people want to train me, not when they can get someone who already has the skills. I hate sitting around here, don't get me wrong, im putting all my free time into my cartoons, and im making alot of progress since im always here with no job cutting into my time, but i hate the fact i have so much time to think. I do alot of thinking and having this much free time is just, overwhelming me. Ive written and story-boarded 4 entire scripts, that i doubt ill ever get the chance to do, i just hate to waste ideas. I have far to many things i want to make and i know ill never get to because im only one man, and that frustrates me. And on the note of frustration i hate the fact i keep thinking back to the past, it seems like free time is almost the same as time traveling, for me at-least, and i cant stop second guessing decisions i made in the past, some of them from 5 years ago even. What would of happened if i kept living at my parents and working at the restaurant instead of moving out on my own to work in advertising?, what would of happened if i never broke up with Joanime?, and why the hell did i do it in the first place?, and why did i turn into such a massive asshole after i did it? Not a day has gone by since i did it that i haven't felt regret, and despite having been in numerous relationships both in the real world, even living with one, as well as online i cant help buy wonder why i felt closer to her then i ever did to anyone in my life, maybe it was just the fact i was a kid, maybe it was something else, i don't know. I hate looking back, and generally i try to only look forward and thats probably why i have so many ideas and scripts on paper, stuff for the future. Just gah, im over it, i need a job to occupy my mind and so i can stop worrying about being kicked onto the street.
In other news the second episode of Out There, titled "Nebula" is about half completed, keep in mind that i started it about 2 weeks before the first episode was released. Its a little more slower paced then the first episode, with the whole thing being pretty much exclusively on the platform before the rocket launchers, in comparison to the first episode which had bits and pieces from everywhere. I dont want to give too much away but what i can say is this is the last episode set on Astros home planet, after this its off into space.
Lastly, just because its in the title, im going to explain why Resident Evil 5 is racist...
"Because it has black people in it, you can shoot nazis, jews, spaniards, mexicans, Caucasians and whatever the fuck else you want to shoot, but if you shoot a black man, im sorry, your a racist. Infact the very notion of a black zombie is racist. These are the facts. Deal with them. >=C"
End sarcasm
You stay classy San Diego
PS: Go donate some money to the peeps that got fucked up in them Victorian fires, because the government are being tight asses. Link courtesy of Rubberninjas journal, just chucking it out there for anyone who missed it. There's quite a few NG folk from down there, one in particular i havent been able to track down. Hope she's okay.
PPS: Whats this? Some kind of non pixel cartoon? Could it be? I believe it is... =o
cumSum
Isn't Resident Evil 5 being racist an issue of over 6 months ago?
Gerkinman
Yeh, but since its so close to release the media has gone crazy.